Lost: Female, 18, last seen Friday evening, answers to Georgiana

This is just a brief update as I feel it a bit rude to be continuously abandoning my hosts to blog. Today after waking up from a party at Rae’s house we drove to the beach and overall we had a lovely day in the freezing cold sea. But it was somewhat overshadowed by the fact G is seriously pissed off with everyone and everyone seriously pissed off with her. We’ve barely seen anything of her for the past few days and being that she was the one who invited us down here we imagined she’d feel somewhat guilty. But no. Instead she’s annoyed with Rae for spending too much time with me. Though yes I admit I totally fancy the pants off her girlfriend, I would never do anything, we just spend a lot of time talking because, firstly, Georgiana isn’t there, and secondly we get on brilliantly, so in turn she’s angry with me. Georgiana is also annoyed at ma and farmer because they had a go at her for basically for ignoring Pearl and I. And she is pissed off with Pearl for inadvertently describing her as pessimistic. Not good huh?

Well it’s our last night in Wales, and we’re off for a farewell meal with the gang. No sign of Georgiana though, she’s visiting her neighbours with her mum. Yes her neighbours, who permanently live in Wales. Seriously, she can fuck right off.

I’m getting pretty sick of her if I’m honest, she’s so controlling and she treats everyone like absolute shit. Her main aim in life is to appear middle class, and she dismisses anything from her life that doesn’t fit in with that. For example Rae desperately wants to go to Reading festival at the end of august and has been offered a ticket. But she’s debating whether to go because Georgiana thinks it’s ‘working class’. We told her to go and basically told G off for trying to dissuade her, which of course only added to her mood.

I know this post is mainly tangents, I’ll post some pictures in the near future, sorry.

Update from Wales

Georgiana is driving me a bit insane, considering she invited us down, and has subsequently failed to house us for the week she has spent surprisingly little time with us.

Today she had to work, so abandoned us as we tried to find a bed tonight, and got up late so we got in trouble with her evil mother who basically told us we needed to go (& fast). Then when she did return from work she went home and turned up late to meet us.

Luckily for us we’re being looked after by Georgiana’s best friend Ma, and her girlfriend Rae. Ma’s father is an osteopath but has gone away on a business trip so thankfully we are now sleeping in his doctor’s surgery which is attached to the house, so we have a warm room, cooking and washing facilities, not to mention good company. Ma’s mum is okay with us staying, but I feel she is letting us mainly through embarrassment at Georgiana’s actions. But it is comfy enough and very much appreciated.

Tonight we went out ‘clubbing’ or at least the Pembrokeshire equivalent which is just a bar with very loud music and a bunch of welsh girls not wearing very much. There was one lesbian (other than the girls I was with) in the place who followed me round all evening and left the club when we did, it was very odd, we did exchange and words just danced a bit. I met this really lovely girl Jay and we talked for a long time, and I realised I defiantly did not have a difficult experience at all ‘coming out’, her parents actually kicked her out of the house. I mean my parents were weirded out, kind of irritated, but I know they’d never do something so extreme. Poor girl.

By the way for future reference I totally have a massive crush on Georgiana’s girlfriend Rae, she’s totally awesome and makes me laugh, if she were single I’d be all over her, but alas. Georgiana is a total bitch to her though, just demands constantly, it is really begining to annoy me, I don’t like it but it is not as if I can say anything.

Helo o Gymru

Things do not always go to plan, but they do tend to work out a lot better if a plan is in place. When Georgiana invited Pearl and I down to stay with her in Wales, I, somewhat naively, assumed she had cleared such arrangements with her parents and we’d have a nice warm house and bed to stay in for the weekend. Of course I was wrong, but it wasn’t until we’d travelled from London to Pembrokeshire and were sitting in the car outside Georgiana’s house that we were made fully aware of this.

Turns out it is not ‘okay’, turns out we can not stay here for more than one night, turns out her mum is very rude, turns out her mum shouts, a lot.

So we lie in a cold room in crumbly cottage on a sofa bed wondering what will happen to us. Hopefully between Pearl, Georgiana, Farmer, Georgiana’s girlfriend Rae and I can figure something out.

Getting to Georgiana’s was fine though, train journey was really good, not too long, though I’m sure it is quicker to drive. Then Rae, who is totally mega cute, picked us up from the train station, and she even had a rose for Georgiana, so sweet. Then we went to Farmer’s house for dinner. But the best bit happened tonight during our initiation test, in which we plunged into the ice-cold sea and swam completely starkers! Thank god for the pot of tea at the local hotel afterwards shouldn’t think I’d have ever warmed up otherwise.

Despite a hectic start, I think this weekend will be terrific, we just need to find a place to stay first!

PRIDE

Pride, wasn’t as great as other times I’ve been, but still it was fun being in the parade and dancing in Trafalgar Square. Although the theme this year was ‘Come out and play’ I chose to go as a gay man in red hot pants, though it was kind of a dare in truth, a bit of a genderfuck.

A Midsummers Night Ball

Well my hair looks horrid, I was in a foul mood, and very tired but despite all this The Leavers Ball went relatively well.

Yes I know I look mega awkward, well I am in a dress.

I wore heels and my friends still tower over me

I wore Topman boxers under this dress, hey, I’ll be a Nell til the end!

There were some awesome fireworks at the end of the evening, and I was back in bed by 2 so a quite night really. Off to stay with my god parents now for the weekend.

Enter Shikari

Good gig, well not my kind of music, but a laugh anyway. Katie went to her first gay club and we drank pimms on the Southbank (at a whooping £5.70 a glass). Overall a very good evening.

Though I upset my friend Chalfon who rang me just as I was leaving asking if I was going to the Youth@Pride meeting last night, I haven’t been for ages due to exams and the fact that I didn’t ever really want to do it and am organising my own Pride group. And Pearl who wanted to go to the thing in the first place is now no longer interested, yet I'm the one who gets the pissed off phone call from Chalfon...grr...

The things I do for my friends,

When coming home from the pub with HW I received a frantic phone call from Katie begging me to come with her this morning to be able to get tickets to see Enter Shikari, naturally of course I agreed.

There were several problems with my agreement:
1) Lack of sleep; to get the tickets I had to wake up this morning at 5:30 to catch a 6o’clock train and I only got in last night a 1’oclock, and found out about this gig an hour earlier.
2) I was in fact supposed to go into school today and put my displays up and go out with Pearl in the evening
3) I don’t like the band
4) we weren’t sure if the gig was actually happening; it was a secret gig and we were told to just turn up at Tottenham Court Road this morning and find the place.

But we did it; now at midday I have returned, wrist band on prepared for tonight. Katie is going to have a nap before we leave but with noisy builders and things to organise there is no such luck for me. I’m not sure what energy resource I’m running on but hopefully it’ll keep me going. I don’t care as long as Katie enjoys herself. I’m a bit worried she seems so stressed and down lately her mood is like a rollercoaster and I’m never sure where I stand.